Irony.
So it’s kind of ironic.
For those of you that know me and also know (or your husband’s know, etc.) my husband, most know that I’m generally a really good salafi and my husband’s a really bad salafi [mostly because I'm generally harsh and strict and my husband's softer - in fact, he's probably the one that keeps me from being too much of a hardcore salafi].
But now in a strange twist, [dun dun dun] my husband’s the one studying at the university of salafiness [aka Madinah] while I’m the one studying the “other side”. Strange isn’t it? But inshaaAllah what it will do is end up making both of us balanced in our deen and strict on the things we need to be strict on and understanding differences of opinion where differences are acceptable.
By the way, I thought as a clarification I should mention this in order for people to think i’ve changed my ‘aqeedah or something. No. I’m simply researching, studying, and in the end inshaaAllah benefiting from those around me who hold different beliefs than the salafi beliefs I have always learned and believed. In fact, as I’ve mentioned before, I really don’t attach myself to any personality or scholar exclusively because I have a difficult time trusting 99% of what people say, and I’m constantly evaluating people and seeing what their background is to see where they’re coming from in what they’re saying, because I believe 100% that we should be careful who we take our deen from.
Anyways, irony. May Allah ta’ala guide us all to the haqq and keep us on the straight path, ameen.
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Umm Layth Wrote,
When my husband first started showing “symptoms” of change, I was very afraid. Afraid of going to hell, afraid of the people and what they would say (since most of my closest friends are salafi). However, now I feel a sense of relief. I am trying to be careful. I don’t make taqleed of my husband in `aqeedah (yeah fiqh I do) but when I look at proofs and the verdicts of scholars myself when I help my husband find a narrator, while he finds a different one, I just feel this sense of relief.
I don’t trust many people now when it comes to `aqeedah. I admit though, sometimes even after seeing proofs I am afraid of accepting because I realize there is probably some “refutation” waiting for it that may be beyond me and may actually feel like a refutation when it may or may not be.
Khairan
To Allaah is our Return and each of us will face Him on Yawm al Qiyaamah
Link | October 24th, 2006 at 6:06 pm
nuqtah Wrote,
they all start with researching and end up loosing their deen. If you aren’t at the level of a taalibul ilm, this whole business is really dangerous. Laymen, for instance, shouldn’t even be dealing with intricacies of aqeedah. Just my opinion.
Link | October 28th, 2006 at 10:00 am
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